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hmmm... I guess I could give a little story although it's not that exciting. When I was about 7 I moved to a new neighborhood that was still developing and building more houses. There were no other kids there and it was crazy lonely. About a year after, a new kid moved into the neighborhood and we became great friends immediately. We would spend the night at each others' houses every week just playing video games and stuff.
Well fast forward about 7 years and I started to get really confused about my sexuality. I remember one afternoon my friend was at my house playing games and I just stopped and had to stop and just stared intensely at him. The thoughts of leaning in and kissing him flooded my mind, and I almost did. My fear of what would happen got the better of me. We slowly drifted apart over the years, and the most we have now is a wave as one of us drives by the other while in our neighborhood.
Now I'm 20 years old and still haven't come out of the closet. I consider myself bi because I still have feelings for women, but I just don't know. I am terrified of the idea of coming out, because I am in Army ROTC at my university, and my friends aren't the least homo phobic people. Well anyway that's all I've got, but yea...
Edited at 16/5/2012(Wed)02:49:16
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